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God,

grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change,

the courage to change the things i can ,

and the wisdom to distinguish the one from the other.

Surprised that received ur call this afternoon, a missed call yesterday. if i buy 4D sure strike d...hahaha

Just wonder what's wrong going on? Since 2 months ago totally no contact, tear off the face for bad break-up, why u still to buzz me?

Wanna to show off how good u r? wanna to check on my living status? whether i can live happily without u and live better and happy ever than u? YES! I really do happy and enjoy my life, no hassle, no slave, no worry, no commitment. No mind games at all! You just wanna to test on me? test water?

Told me tat you've got a new number, start off a new business new company. Manage to find a lovely hot wild sugar mummy, tat's good to hear that! That's suit u the best ever!

Then you start to tell me your stories again...nah..do you think i will still buy your story? do u think i still give a damn n care what's happening? i won't call your friend either to spread and brag about u, coz u are worthless to waste my time to do so.

If u do miss me as friend that buzz me as u can, if i can time n mood will entertain you. If u not happy that to know i'm enjoying my life to the fullest with my friends, then too bad for u! coz that's my life!!

Dun try to manipulate me again...i've no more feeling towards your stories, your exes gf...whatever shit. You were born in golden spoon family, spend lavishly lifestyle. Don't come to complain that god is not treating you good enough! If you being a contented person, u won't complain so much. If you can't take it, tat's ur own business too.

if you want me to lend an ear to u, just a call distance. But i dun think i've time to yumcha with u either, a simply call then i might entertain you for time being. I so pity you, that you dun have any friend who can understand you and listen to all your lame stories? Am i being too nice to you?

hm...may b that's ur Karma lah...need u to suffer bit here n there..perhaps one day u will bcome a better person.

*vomit blood*

Then you told me about your friend relationship, which we can't do anything about it. Why u need to get involve? let them sort it out!! for god sake!!

why you feel belittle when you found out ur friend fuck with your ex together? whatever happened between u and ur ex was history, let ppl have choice in life to try out new thing lah!

Why u feel so pissed for nothing and for someone that u knew since day one will betray you, u still keep as a friend! that's the complicated n funny part which i 've not glue at all!! If a frenship only borne on money and materialistic impact, too bad for u lar...

God, i crossed my fingers...

Pls help me get out of any trouble, any affairs... i don want to involve...

please set me FREE!! 

 

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

 Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

 Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

 Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

 Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

 Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

 Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

 Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

女人是爱情动物。她们的一生都在追逐那个叫爱情的东西。只可惜，爱情这个东西，带给人的除了甜蜜和激情，往往更多的却是伤口和泪水。但那又怎么样呢，在爱情面前，女人永远不怕被灼伤。 如我这样的小女子，爱情便是我的信仰，也曾经奢望开始便是永远，从此拥有一段天长地久的爱情，如神仙眷侣一般。但初入情场，无论是目光还是情商，都难免欠缺。想当初我为我的初恋，竟是如此的疯狂。我从大学校园里逃出，背弃了父母，放弃了前途，和一个世人眼中的浪子到天涯海角去流浪。这便是我理想中的爱情，绝对的完美，绝对的背叛世俗，我甚至在这种背叛中体验到一种绝望的快感。无数次，我被自己感动，真的，我被自己的勇敢和牺牲感动了。 一年以后，我开始后悔，然后在彼此的伤害中慢慢撤退。我用了一年的时间疗伤，然后，我又爱上了。与上一次截然不同的是，这次我爱上的是一个生活在俗世的男子。上一场爱情让我明白，人不能在空气中生活，倚靠着丰盈的物质，说起情话来会更加地从容。世事无完美，他开始对我重塑，从穿着到饮食，从思想到生活。在他的眼中，我是个勇敢得有点儿另类的女子，他害怕不能掌控我，所以他想重塑一个他理想中的我。 在改造和反改造中，我落荒而逃。想想我在他耳边说过的情话“我愿意为你做任何事情”，终究也只是情话而已。的确，有很多事情我愿意为他做，但同样的，也有很多事情是不可能因为他而改变的。 爱情让我成长成熟了，随着爱情经历的增加，我知道了理想和现实的差距，也渐渐懂得了自己，明白了自己在爱情中，到底也还是有底线的。 到最后，在我找到理想中的爱情为止，大大小小，我经历了4场爱情。在那些支离破碎的爱情面前，我流过很多眼泪，但更为庆幸的是，每一场爱情我都没有浪费。一次又一次的恋爱中，我从年轻幼稚的理想主义者成为脚踏实地的生活者。我在痛苦和甜蜜、伤心和依恋中领悟了爱的真谛，体会到生活的意义，我开始看清楚自己，知道自己要什么，怎样去得到我要的。 生为女人，每一场爱情都不要浪费。我们要在一场又一场的爱情中完美自己，在爱中感悟并成长。如果一场爱情过后，你依然如故，那么，就亵渎了爱情这个词。

I dislike number '6'!!

060606 was kinda devilish day! (6 June 2006) The donkey's family buzz me non stop whole damn day. The parasite's mum called up questioned me this and that, she couldn't believe that her son such a jackass and big liar! now she knew it!! but so what?she will help him to cover and settle all his shits! like a mother like son. They are same species category, her son doenst take her teaching and blame us. Come on, that's ur failure as mum couldn't lecture ur son to be a better person, it doesnt mean our parents didnt teach us manner, k! Even dare to speak so loud that, he's the only son in family, and from decent family; he's the only fool always create havoc and shit, so what? should i care to listen all nonsense stories from you? even u as a mum apologies on behalf of what he did, it doenst help anything, nothing will change! He always under protection, never grow up and learn, never pick up the lesson either. Next day after sun rise, he will does it again and again, continues his so-called-good lavish life, make a move to go on his falsehood and more sorrow, pityful stories go on and on to bluff other friends. Everyday still as party animals, flirting around, sleep around with different gals, using gal's money as his previllege and so proud of it. He been awarded as Grave Digger of the year >> KING of digging own grave..love to dig holes.. finding female's holes too.. go everywhere borrow money, from friends, from gf, from loansharks...

PLEASE stop calling me!! i so sick and tired! you go die i also dun mind, whack by people i also dun care. I dun wan to know, dun want to hear anything about you!! Just dun disturb my life anymore, i have enuff from ya!!!

20062006, same thing happened!! (20 June 2006). Why u this superb idiot donkey bastard always pick the wrong date to call? only called on 060606 and 20062006? at the same time as well @ 11am. You did it on purpose and intention right? i'm in peace, relief and contented. Why u wan to step in again? oh yeah..u just wanna to drop hi to me, fuck off please..  I dun need it!! NO NEED! of coz i know the reason behind why u buzz me. Everyone knew it! you this COWARD!  don give me those lame excuses. I would not entertain u anymore. No longer bearing those pain from ya.

Look! I don't wanna to be vulnarable anymore! Whatever you want to think, up to ya! Said i rude!Said i mean! Said i devilish! Said i cunning! Said i nasty & bithcy! Please grow up, act like an adult, think like a adult! Shame of u! oh yeah..please go to see psychiatric / doctor with ur mama. Both of u gone too far to disturb people's life, we dont wish as rish as you but with unhappy life. U dun get jealous if others live in peace and happily.

PLEASE GO TO GET A LIFE!!!